Time again and time again heart broken
Don't know what to do what to say, what to believe
I keep waiting to see what's up the persons sleeve
Another trick another lie, another way for me to die
But others see me as a person who never wants too say goodbye
A person who only lives there live with lies
But altogether the pain, and suffering must end
But I can't stop thinking, then I lie on my bed
The night falls quick, which I can not control
Is this the night where I lose my soul
Over and over again, I keep asking myself is this a game
Or am i the only one that is to blame
How can life be so hard, I never was warned of it
But now what can i do, but lie here and stick it
Sometimes I wish i wasn't here to vanish into thin air
But I think to myself.. would anyone care
The nights are long and days are short
Do i really need all this support
Day by day i look out the window hoping,praying
For the pain to go away
But it gets worse, the scares get deeper
The pain gets stronger,the hills get steeper
Why was this meant to happen was this pain meant to be
All my nightmares... always turn out to reality
Well i havent been workin on much within the last month or 2 so im goin to get some more work to do, im also waiting to get paid for a site so i can buy my new digital camera :P cant wait, hehe